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This post is because I haven’t posted an actual photo/video in my feed in a while + still not feeling much motivation or creativity to, but want to show you all I’m still here.
Life is happening so fast around me right now it’s been a little hard to keep up. 🏎
My break from feed/profile posts will probably remain inconsistent for a while, but you can still keep updated through my stories + feel free to check in/send comments or questions through a PM. 🙏🏼
What is the worst mistake I can commit? Is it not sending the report on time? Is it forgetting to text my friend back? Is it wearing mismatched clothes? A big no for all of them.
The worst mistake I can commit is not loving myself enough. It's not knowing who I actually am. It's forgetting to prioritise myself. It's not remembering my self worth. It's losing myself in someone else. It's feeling that I'm not good enough.
I am going to spend the most amount of time with myself. It is essential to love myself unconditionally.
Sow the Seed Of Unconditional Love in yourself. What you will reap from it shall be priceless.
It is vital for me to be conscious. It doesn't matter whether you want to take spiritual path meaning that,for example, you want to change the career you have and to have a spiritual business or just want to enjoy your life and relationships. Spiritual growth means working on your own shit to find the love in yourself and to love yourself that teaches us how to love others as well, how to be a better person/your true self in every aspect of your life.
Every human has its own life, its own experiences, its own lessons,but in every case you won't be happy with your relationships unless you work on your own shit. Because sooner or later it pops up, it shows itself...and the more you delay this process,more you blind yourself, the more painful it will be...That's my concept.
And I have the feeling as if I made people to look at their shit, to work on themselves. I wanted them to know what I've found, to see themselves more clearly and as powerful as I see them, to be brave, to realize that being aware of your pain is the tool of being conscious. However, obviously, it hasn't worked.
Now I've realized that if I want to see the change I should start with myself.
I will no longer force others to see something but I will also no longer tolerate others' shit and drama in my life unless they decide to work on themselves.
I listened, I felt their pain, my energy was drained, I was angry, I tried to find the way for them,I tried to tell the "right" words and then...nothing changed.
So, I will no longer tolerate other people's drama in my life unless they want to do the work. (And simply realizing this brings me joy☀) #spirituality#selflove#healthyboundaries#selfexploration
What is a body ? .
Do you have one and how do associate with it ? .
How do you identify it ? How do you identify with it ? .
What do you think your body looks like ? What do you feel about your body ? .
What do you feel about your body ? Does it influence the way you feel about yourself ? .
Lately I have been drawing a lot. I have been drawing myself mostly. But mostly my body in different postures,positions,moods and feelings. .
"I do. Do I ?"- is a continuation of a series of drawings of my body as an attempt towards healing and deconstructing, what may have caused this distance between me and myself and me and my body.
Why the title ? Well given the love and hate relationship I share with my body, I feel I have reached a stage where I am accepting myself and my body type but then again i have days where I cant grasp the way I feel about my body and eventually influencing my feelings for myself. .
These lyrics from For Your Glory seared my heart this weekend. While I’ve sung them a hundred times before during my personal time of praise and worship, I experienced them in a new and deeply profound way.
How many times have we heard 1 John 4:8, God is Love, but have we actually considered all that it really means? The AMP elaborates “He is the originator of love, and it is an enduring attribute of His nature.”
As I continued to study, the Passion Translation illuminated the subsequent verses this way which brings us to this present moment: “The light of God’s love shined within us when he sent his matchless Son into the world so that we might live through him. This is love: He loved us long before we loved him. It was his love, not ours. He proved it by sending his Son to be the pleasing sacrificial offering to take away our sins.”
1 John 4:9-10 TPT So as we celebrate Advent, let us be reminded that this season is not merely about the birth of a baby, but the very light of God’s love shining in US through the coming of the Messiah. May we remember that WE are the very light of God’s love shining in the darkness. May we approach this season with greater reverence and awareness as we celebrate the Gift that gave us life🙌🏽 #Love101#Loveisapractice#livelove#Whatwouldlovedo#love#beloved#relationships#lovegod#selflove#loveoneanother#godslove#advent#gift#messiah
Proud of myself is a understatement. In October I did this group. The fact I stayed the whole 10 weeks.. when on week 2 I didn’t think it was for me. I am so grateful I could share things that have helped me with other people and show that recovery is possible.. even though i’ve been doing this by myself alot. I am glad I stayed in this group so I could learn about others and learn about myself aswell. Recovering from a Eating disorder aswell as Trauma together is bloody hard but i’m so proud of myself and this is not the end ❤️ I will continue recovering. I don’t believe there is any “ fully recovered “ .. the horrible memories this ED has given me these past many years.. will never leave me, the person I became and how my mind was so disordered that I couldn’t even see an issue... those memories will always be there.. however I can accept that and look back with gratitude that there is MORE to life!!! And will continue living life with new coping mechanisms and new behaivours that are NOT the horrible Eating disorder. I can live life without engaging in behaivours and continue this wonderful journey of self discovery and self love.. whilst inspiring many others that they can do it too, documenting some of my journey on youtube has helped me so much.. as much as it’s helped other people. Here’s to more recovery ❤️ I refused to feel ashamed. Because one thing my ED has gifted me with is.. strength, independance, love, happiness, putting myself first, protecting myself, having values, having boundaries, not caring about others negative opinions... and so much more. I love all my letters. I claim my life back. This illness doesn’t. ❤️🦋
What’s great everybody!
I am going LIVE this Thursday at 8pm. eastern time.
I will be introducing myself, my brand, and my mission behind it all.
Like, share, and comment “🙏🏾🤫” if you plan on joining me.
“ What Will people say? “. This question has destroyed more dreams than anything else in this world...
Trust yourself, believe in yourself and STOP worrying about what others will say. It’s a reflection of themselves and not your reflection. Dim the noise outside.
Live the life that YOU want!!
. ¿Que dirá la gente? Esta pregunta ha destruido mas sueños que cualquier otra cosa...
Confía en ti, cree en tí y DEJA de preocuparte de lo que dicen los demas. Es una reflexión de ellos mismos y no de tí. Baja el volumen de las cosas que vienen de fuera. ¡ Vive la vida que TU realmente quieres! #dream