There is sth that we all end up learning throughout the life. But for some of us it may take longer to realize that our lives would be better off without some people, that we lose some people for good. You may be in so much pain rn and you may not see this through , but trust me if there is someone whom you may love more than anyone, but that person has been hurting you for a long time. You should let go, no matter how painful it’d be. All of us deserve to be happy and we owe this to ourselves to avoid everything that is making us to feel miserable.