Take another Haise Selfie ❤️
I just noticed how inactive I've been lately and it's strange. Life is strange at all.
The closer the end of this year is the more I realised what I achieved this year.
I started an educator apprenticeship and I just love my work and the children and my colleagues. I'm so thankful I finally found something that I want to do in my life and I can say it really keeps me busy and fullfills me. School is also going pretty good, I can't wish for more.
But the best thing this year might be that I bet my depression and anxiety that I had for the last two years of my life. I can't express how hard it was to work against this darkness in my mind and it really took a lot out of me - a lot strenght, patience, downs, crying, fights, therapy and antidepressants - but I think I can finally say that I worked my way back up out of my own strength & the sun is finally shining again for me and I finally see how beautiful life can be and that there are indeed a lot of things that are worth living for.
I'm thankful for my family and my soulmate and friends for helping me through all of this and for me not giving up and still being here. ❤️
I'm enjoying every minute of my life right now & every success against the rest of the darkness. It really means a lot to me that I found back to my old self and gained a lot of self-consciousness, strength, nerves and hope for the future. 🌸